See girl. I have things to ask you about but I can’t ask at all. It’s not time and the time might never come. I wanna know what’s your feeling towards me? If there is, why is it just because of a tiff with a gf can lead you to tell me all that stuff you told me that other night? I know I’m over sensitive and paranoid. Giving you too much pressures and all. But I’m like this because I don’t wanna lose you. I’m happy that you don’t have that barrell towards me now. As we’re more like good friends right now. I don’t like this feeling. But as long as you’re happy I am contended. I miss holding your hands, I miss the smile everytime I gave you a kiss, in fact, I miss every single time we spent together alone. Tho we’re aren’t lovers. I really hope one day we’ll really become lovers. I’m really afraid I can’t hold on much longer, tho meeting you these two days. It really felt different. Felt like you only treated me as a friend. Only a friend. It hurts kinda badly. I sometimes wanna cry.
I really hope that you would lemme understand more of you.
ilu. CCLY.
